Diwatang Byaning

I have not slept at all last night - all I had was a 30 minutes na ewan. If I only knew that I could not sleep anymore eh di sana sa kama na lang ako umihe!!! Ugh… It was around 2am - I did all I can (Pwera na lang yong, alam nyo na hahaha… Sayang, I thought I was smart lol I could have thought of that last night hahaha.) just to have that sleep again, I was tossing and turning in my bed - tumuwad na ako lahat-lahat. Lumunok ng basag na bombilya. Sinubukan ko na ding tumayo ng naka pikit pero hindi na talaga ako dinapuan ng lintik na antok.

I managed to get up at 6am kailangan eh… *Ang studies talaga, nakakasira ng tulog ~~~ yawns.* Rumaket pa kamo ako. Hahahah plano ko pa ngang mag work out o kaya tumakbo dito sa aming posh community. [Dahil diba nga, hindi ako tao. Isa akong immortal.] Dahil gusto kong eenjoy itong taglamig na to — di ba nga hate na hate ko ang panahong ito?But I have accepted the fact that  it’s here to stay and all I have to do is embrace it, and a few months from now, it’ll be spring time wheeeeeee… (WeatherWeather lang yan!) What’s not to like in spring? Weather is much nicer compared to fall and winter, flowers starts to bloom, it’s like something comes back to life after a long cold and bitter winteR. But ekkkkkk, may kalaban my worst allergies attacks ever grrrrRrrrr…

I wasn’t feeling well,  anymore kaya ito I decided to just stay at home ito nag gu-gulp na lang ako — hahaha. Shogod na shogod ang lola, naglalakad lang ako feeling ko parang mamatay na ako kanina. Ganito pala ang feeling ng walang tulog? Sabog…

I need a vacation badly! Hmmm ano kayang weather sa Afghanistan ngayon? May beach kaya doon, o panay buhangin lang? Hehehe… Tsk!

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Stalk all my emails and all my messenger messages for all you want… Even my contacts pootah - wala akong pakealam!!! Wala akong input jan! I am tired of changing my freakin’ passwords putangina!

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Most of the time I feel like,

Ewan ko ba, sa lahat ng hindi nag-tatarbahu ako ang stressed out at burnout hehehe… Diba nakaka-burnout yong andaming bills tapos wala namang pangbayad no! Syet na malagket nagkadikit-dikit sa pwit! [Subukan nyo, ng malaman nyo gaano ka-stressful ang ganung buhay-hay-hay-hay.]

Dati-rati hindi ako magkaintindihan ng pagwaldas ng aking trust fund nyeta! May fund pa naman, talagang fund na lang hindi na fundssssss grrrrrRrrrrRrrrrR…

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[Tuesday] Has been really a long day for me…

It is very unusual for me to cook dinner, specially during weekdays, for I am feeling tired already from working all day, that all I could ever think of is that warm shower and my bed…

I feel so tired… and hungry last night! So, I decided to cook meself a not so fancy meal. (I feel so PG!)

One of “my smugglers” gave me longanissa. Take note that is fresh from the Philippine Islands! One word - ANSARAP!!! [Ansarap ng nakaw!] Natanong nyo na ba sa sarili nyo, bakit napakasarap ng bawal? *Erg…*

FYI lang po, this is not a breakfast! Dinner ko po iyan, kagabi. [Wala na lang pakialamanan] Gusto ko gawin ang almusal ko ng Tuesday night - para kinabukasan Wednesday ay hindi ako nag ru-rush *WHEEEEEE!*

While eating binabasa ko ang liham ni ate bago sya umalis patungo sa “La Germania” *Ate - 3 subo para sayo!, Alam kong panay matitigas na tinapay at sausage lang ang kinakain mo jan.* Mmm, nag Belgian Chocolit ka na ba? BWAHAHAH!!!

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OMG, after having a quite long and relaxing weekend? In return is a very-very-very stressful Tuesday. (Tuesday’s with Diwa - Nakakairita!) Pagoda Tragedy ako ever…
I am so busy right now at work. I could not even drop e-cards. (LOLS) *On a very double-triple sneaky mode…*

But no matter how busy I am, *Polishing the floor, while doing the dishes while composing this entry.* I will still find time to update y’all… (Ika nga ni Demi *Ang ang fillingera ko talaga! Kala mo naman naparami kong readers, if I know hahah ako lang nagbabsa talaga ng blag ko.* Hindi naman fillingera confident lang naman, achually mas malaki pa ang confidence mo sa akin than sa sarili ko, alam mo ba iyon Demi DeVito?)

Gusto ko lang ibahagi sa inyong lahat ito… Look very closely okay… *HOY! Huwag kang kumurap-kurap jan!* Pero wag mo din naman masyado ilapit muka mo sa monitor mo nyan, baka magkapalit na tayo ng muka… Sige ka!

Eto ay ang aming hangin’ plant kung ano mang plant iyan ay hindi ko alam dahil hindi naman ako Horticulturist.
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so tired right now, I often get headaches and one thing I am noticing about myself is that I always feel very light headed these days, like right now - I ate my lunch earlier so I don’t think am just hungry! (Could it be am pregnant? Uhg!) he he he… Ambisyosa!

Really I feel soooooo tired/lazy/sleepy…

I am in school right now, but before I step in I was having this second thoughts *Should I or should I not come to class tonight?* Oh well, I am here already… Natatamad ako sa totoo lang - gusto kong humilata dito sa gita ng library. Pagoda tragedy ako, pagbuhat pa lang ng bag ko! *As in, mantakin mo naman sa liit kong ito, tila para akong yong nagbebenta na kakatok sa mga bahay-bahay. OO yong ElectroluxMan na baga-bagahe ang dala.*

TINATAMAD AKO! Gusto ko nang mag drop at magbenta na lang ng kulambo! Ni hindi ko pa nagagawa ang mga takdang aralin ko waaaahhh… I hope this is just for now.

BRB - Need to look for that missing momentum. I hope I find it… Uhg class har started already (should I stay and come to class or just go home?).

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Pagod na pagod ang lola nyo nitong mga nakalipas na araw! Dahil na rin siguro sa stress jan sa coming out party na yan. *literal na nakahinga na ako ng maluwag lol* So ang gagawin ko ngayon maghapon. Buong linggo eh ito!

I like sleeping, actually i can sleep 12 hrs or 15 hrs straight! [beat that] *may tatalo pa ba jan?, Parang nag duty o diba?* .., Why i like it???? Cause when i sleep… Idream.

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