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Will ya Pumpkin?

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It’s just a Lunesta away…

Whenever I am feeling frustrated, angry and depressed I sleep all day long just to getaway… (Or if I am awake, I just sit in the bed doing lazy stuffs! Like mag duket? GAGA! Humilata lang no at manood ng telebisyon maghapon magdamag!!! As in hindi ako nagalaw, yeah parang bato lang bwahahaha…) Maybe to forget it, even just for a little bit.

I am feeling frustrated with alot of things in my life right now… And aside from being and feeling frustrated I am dealing too with my anger. Just like Reyns I have anger management but unlike Reyns, my anger controls me rather than I control my anger. (It does really get into me!!!) And for that I will boat Reyns as the most friendliest blogger ever ever sa Philippine Blog Awards no. (I admit I pretty much have alot of issues within myself.) It’s just sometimes or rather oftentimes hahaha I am having such a hard time to express myself and my anger to someone. [People, Place or even a Thing] Di tiyak, Pambalana yong ganun ba bwahahaha…

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I could listen for this songs such as this over and over and over and over and over again and still wont get tired of hearing it! (I confess, I am such a big fan of chill/electro/dance and house genre!) Obviously? Hehehe listening to Tiesto’s, Armin Van Buuren, BT, Paul Van Dyk mixes can even put me to sleep and won’t even feel bothered at all.. - To satisfy YOU, I don’t take E, as in Elephant Katol lang gina-take ko kasi yon ang mura?

I love listening to Chill Out specially at times like this… (Stressa!!!)

Enjoy… I hope you’ll like/love it as much as I do…

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UGH! There are things that I cannot let go… One of em’ things is stress…

As in yong kahit tapos na yong kina-stressan ko at naalala ko ulit sya, stressa ako noon ulit graveh… [Naiipon yong inis ko] Minsan kasi hindi ako nagsasalita sa mga galit ko… Kakagatin na lang kita sa muka mo pag hindi ko na kaya i-hold ang emotions ko… HAHAHA…
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Just a thought - I’ve had girlfriends in the past (Here and There…) And when I say it’s over, it is really over… The biggest question is - when is over, really over? WHEN I SAY SO!!! (It’s the time that I love myself until I love another…)

My work out was so GREAT earlier!!! *Plastic!* HAHAH… I could feel that blood, sweat and tears flowing in my peras… (Shet na malagkit nagkadikit-dikit andramuh.) Malamang babalik ang readership ko? Kasi may Lesbian Drama na naman? LOLS! Asa pa ako no?

Mainit ang ulo ko, bad-trip ako pero… Pero hindi ako galit! Ako? GALIT? HINDE!!!!!! HINDE AKO MARUNONG MAGALIT FOOTAH!!!! *Hagis pingan, tapon kutsara sa cabinet, basag baso* [Nag tatangal ako ng mga kasangkapan sa dish washer while doing this entry.] With this kind of weather? 100 degrees eh talagang sino ang hindi iinit ang ulo? Feeling ko luto na utak ko. Sa tarbahu hindi ako makaisip, nauutal ako feeling ko na stroke ako sa sobrang inet!!! Buti na lang may Bally at natatangal ang aking stress…

Ito ang proof na nag wotk out ako, at hindi ko kayo inoulol! Sarap mag work out hahaha enjoy lols… Buti na lang walang maganda kung di panay mata lang na work out ko (Choros!)
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[Tuesday] Has been really a long day for me…

It is very unusual for me to cook dinner, specially during weekdays, for I am feeling tired already from working all day, that all I could ever think of is that warm shower and my bed…

I feel so tired… and hungry last night! So, I decided to cook meself a not so fancy meal. (I feel so PG!)

One of “my smugglers” gave me longanissa. Take note that is fresh from the Philippine Islands! One word - ANSARAP!!! [Ansarap ng nakaw!] Natanong nyo na ba sa sarili nyo, bakit napakasarap ng bawal? *Erg…*

FYI lang po, this is not a breakfast! Dinner ko po iyan, kagabi. [Wala na lang pakialamanan] Gusto ko gawin ang almusal ko ng Tuesday night - para kinabukasan Wednesday ay hindi ako nag ru-rush *WHEEEEEE!*

While eating binabasa ko ang liham ni ate bago sya umalis patungo sa “La Germania” *Ate - 3 subo para sayo!, Alam kong panay matitigas na tinapay at sausage lang ang kinakain mo jan.* Mmm, nag Belgian Chocolit ka na ba? BWAHAHAH!!!

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OMG, after having a quite long and relaxing weekend? In return is a very-very-very stressful Tuesday. (Tuesday’s with Diwa - Nakakairita!) Pagoda Tragedy ako ever…
I am so busy right now at work. I could not even drop e-cards. (LOLS) *On a very double-triple sneaky mode…*

But no matter how busy I am, *Polishing the floor, while doing the dishes while composing this entry.* I will still find time to update y’all… (Ika nga ni Demi *Ang ang fillingera ko talaga! Kala mo naman naparami kong readers, if I know hahah ako lang nagbabsa talaga ng blag ko.* Hindi naman fillingera confident lang naman, achually mas malaki pa ang confidence mo sa akin than sa sarili ko, alam mo ba iyon Demi DeVito?)

Gusto ko lang ibahagi sa inyong lahat ito… Look very closely okay… *HOY! Huwag kang kumurap-kurap jan!* Pero wag mo din naman masyado ilapit muka mo sa monitor mo nyan, baka magkapalit na tayo ng muka… Sige ka!

Eto ay ang aming hangin’ plant kung ano mang plant iyan ay hindi ko alam dahil hindi naman ako Horticulturist.
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so tired right now, I often get headaches and one thing I am noticing about myself is that I always feel very light headed these days, like right now - I ate my lunch earlier so I don’t think am just hungry! (Could it be am pregnant? Uhg!) he he he… Ambisyosa!

Really I feel soooooo tired/lazy/sleepy…

I am in school right now, but before I step in I was having this second thoughts *Should I or should I not come to class tonight?* Oh well, I am here already… Natatamad ako sa totoo lang - gusto kong humilata dito sa gita ng library. Pagoda tragedy ako, pagbuhat pa lang ng bag ko! *As in, mantakin mo naman sa liit kong ito, tila para akong yong nagbebenta na kakatok sa mga bahay-bahay. OO yong ElectroluxMan na baga-bagahe ang dala.*

TINATAMAD AKO! Gusto ko nang mag drop at magbenta na lang ng kulambo! Ni hindi ko pa nagagawa ang mga takdang aralin ko waaaahhh… I hope this is just for now.

BRB - Need to look for that missing momentum. I hope I find it… Uhg class har started already (should I stay and come to class or just go home?).

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Oh my I did not realize that today is Mar 19! I have made a commitment with a friend uhg, I totally forgot about my dinner date with Doreen… Shoot, what am I going to do)&*%#$&… Well, I have to do what I have to do… Bail out time! I just don’t know who am I dropping… This is stressing me out, really!

Listening to smooth rhythms and beats takes away my worries… Away

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