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I recently got out of my relationship huhuhu (Almost a year din yon ha! Hmmm parang last year noon kay Manat? Hehehe, do the math it’s not two time ha at lalong lalong lalong lalong hindi overlapping - It just happens after a week hahaha…) And whenever am feeling emotions such as anger, stress, loneliness, bored etc-etc-etc… I eat! *Ekkk, after 10 years ngayon lang ako ulit nakakain ng cupcake ha. Nakakatakot ang icing sobra! Kever emotional ako… Kakain ko lahat basta edible sya.*

Footang yon nag bailout sa akin… Di na ata natiis ang pagiging Miss Mincin/Tapia ko!

*Reminiscing* Mahal na mahal nya ako sobra! Sa katunayan nga noong nakaraan naming monthsary Jan15,

napagplanuhan nyang mag date kami sa Central park. Ang sweet-sweet pa nga namin eh, hawak kamay ganun habang binibilang pa namin yong mga bituin sa langit… Ng bigla syang nawala na lang sa paningin ko. Tinawagan ko, ayun nasa bahay na pala sya… Kala daw kasi nya gusto ko makipaglaro ng hide and seek - Ano yon magtataguan kami sa Central park tapos i-pung ko sya sa bahay nya tapos sasakay ako ng F train para i-save sya Central park? Miss na miss ko na sya! Sa katunayan nga monthsary namin noong nakaraang Jan31 kung kami pa din. Ganyan nya ako kamahal… 2 beses kaming mag-celebrate ng monthsary kinsenas at katapusan.

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*Sets up the magic sing*

If I were a boy. I would turn off my phone. Tell everyone it’s broken. So they’d think that I was sleeping alone. I’d put myself first. And make the rules as I go. ‘Cause I know that she’d be faithful. Waiting for me to come home, to come home.
If I were a boy. I think I could understand. How it feels to love a girl. I swear I’d be a better man…

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As y’all (5 readers ko lol, 2 hindi pa nagpapakilala arggg - in hiding?) know I have this ongoing serprice contest diba? And that 5 tele audience readers maybe the lucky/unlucky wiener of this full of crap secret contest bweheheh… *Pucha 5 readerssssss syet!!! Lufets*

I was supposed to give out 10 pcs of this perfect gift daw for all super diamond mega occassion of 1000 pesoses worth of this Shakey’s crap but since I only have 5 readers eh wala naman atang kabulohan yong 10 piraso no? Hehehe *HIK*

Simple lang naman ang concept contest ko na ito no *easy as 1-2-3 and not hard as ABCDEFGHphd! [Imimurice nyo lahat ng post ko sa 10 blogs ko hehehe hindi pa kasama ang aking secret blogssss jan!] Syet ang yaman ko sa blogs talaga!

So sa aking wiener sana ma-enjoy mo ang iyong pizza as I have enjoyed mine Bon appetit! *Sayang, mas masarap ang pizza ko then Shakey’s lol!*

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3 days ago, I decided to have a secret contest. [wowoweee?] *sings: Igiling giling igiling giling. Igiling nyo ng matunaw ang taba. Igiling giling igiling giling. Hayaan nyong mata nila ay lumuwa* — Ngek, I am not going to be like Willy Revillame hehehe wala kayong mananakaw na relo sa akin, dahil wala akong relo! Wall clock lang.

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Yesterday I went to see my Therapist for the first time. But before I see her. I did a little therapy myself. I cleaned my room and the bathrom lol.

[At the office] So I blab right away… (Of course, it’s just a 45 mins session. And I don’t want to waste any second, minute of it.)

She just listened to my story and the drama of my life. Do you want to know what she told me? (Uh-uh I am not what you need girl! You need a Life Coach! You cu*tsucking b*tch.) Nah she didn’t course not. It felt good and right talking to her.

In fairness she is very young and very attractive person. *Sizzles… Awww*

Case accepted! I need to see her at least once or every other week. Yeah, I have alot of issues! I guess. - But just in-denial of it. I don’t know cause right now I am very confused and I have alot of emotions inside me just bottled up. It is very good that I have someone to talk to. It helped sorta… No rush am not in a hurry… I know it takes time to heal someone who had been broken alot of times.

I guess I maybe whole outside… But inside me, it’s like broken and shattered glasses. I have been in-n-out of abusive relationship in the past… I was once a victim of domestic violence. I use to heal myself. Yeah-huh, I was once healed. But once and again I am broken. That’s why I decided to get a help from a professional. I look forward of living my life the way it used to be…

I broke it off the other day, and the next morning I had a chance to talk to my dear friend Le and asked his opinion. In a way he is right. I shouldn’t invaded her thing. I should have waited. I should let her do her thing. I should not have not mind her own business. He even told me yeah what if she’s just confuse blah-blah-blah… And it’s over and done. He even told me that I shou;d have given her the benefit of the doubt. — Right away I called her. And ask for an apology (Even she lied to me, I still asked for her forgiveness. I am wrong. So, you know were back, in each others pu****.)

I will be seeing her tonight, so I got her a bouquet of pink roses yesterday. After 10 mins. There I go again… I found myself playing FBI and CIA again. I have discovered something. Confirm. They had been together. NO doubt about it. I don’t want to go thru the details. I don’t want to feel the pain again. - Cause for me right now am fine already. I have accepted it. Maybe it’s my fate. You know what? I couldn’t even cry anymore.

I will try my best to show her that I still love her very much in spite of what she did. In fact, the way I treated her was as if I was the one who made a mistake. - REVERSE! I don’t play CIA or FBI anymore. I promise that myself. Healing begins in me, instead I forgive and forget. Whew tangina! (Son of a bit**) He he he…

“I may be able to bear the pain when love begins to hurt. And when it hurts, I may still be able to give even more. I may be even able to love until it hurts no more.” - This is my Iwa Motto Yamamotto! (Barilin nyo ako ng BB gun nyo, Asan na ang guro? Lumabas ka jan!) Paging Teacher Gee!

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