Have you ever want something or someone badly and just can’t have it? And the more you want it… The more you can’t have it? And still wants it??? PATHETIC!
I saw K last Friday she hasn’t change a bit, after not seeing her for a month. I haven’t changed too. [She still gorgeous and all that = and Me still not over her.] K and I didn’t became an item okay. And I guess it’ll never happen. *On a very hopeless tone.*
I have been raving K for almost a year now. [Just me and the people around me knew this. I hope. I know these people are already gettin‘ annoyed. LOL.] I think she has an idea that i like her. She just doesn’t know that i really, really, really like her so much.–No, she doesn’t know this much! Anyhow me and K have only one degree of separation. Yeah, one degree. Imagine that!
Me and some of my friends ended up at the sky deck for a smoke and a chat. I told them that K was at the back by herself. [Ohh perfect!] So they are double-triple-quadruple daring me if i could walk up and talk to her! Actually my girls are already having a bet. WUHATTT? A dollah? If i will do it or not. [Just how can i do it, if she’s always on her damn cellie?] I swear every time i see her it seems that cellie was glued at her ears! Grrrrrrrr!!!!!
I didn’t get the chance to even say “HI” to her. Knowing me, I am very pretentious person. I acted as if she’s not at my back and did not noticed her at all. Even if am so feeling her. I still have my pride no! [Seeing her again that night… I could just die right there and then.] Wheee that is a bit exaggerated! LOL.
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Saturday afternoon i was on the phone with my friend John. [Blah… blahblahblahblahblah….]
Diwa: Did you see her last night?
John: Yeah! hot, hot hot!
Diwa: I know right!
John: Did you talk to her this time?
Diwa: Nope. You know me! I”ll stutter for sure! Isn’t that too obvious? He he he
John: Too bad!
Diwa: I don’t know if she noticed me. The things am doin‘?
John: Umhh well maybe, Your all over the place! You are soooo trashed!
Diwa: Did you see her outfit thou? Did you see it thou? She’s wearing all black from top to bottom! As if somebody had just died! He he he!!!
John: I like it. It’s so 80’s
Diwa: Umm no it’s more of a Goth/Emo/Punk i say.
John: She’s cute!
Diwa: Very cute! Awwww! I have an idea! Since she didn’t noticed me… Ehem not noticing me at all. Maybe i should change my image? What do you think?
John: Ahahah like what are you gonna do?
Diwa: Maybe she likes Emo/Punk girls? Do you think that’ll be a nice idea?
John: Ah, Just be yourself!
Diwa: I am being myself here OKAY!
John: Maybe your just not her type?!$#$^&&*)
Diwa: OUCH!!! That hurt okay! Yeah maybe, maybe not. That’s why i will try to change my image. You know what am sayin‘?
John: Like what are you gonna do this time biyatch?
Diwa: If Sanjaya has different hair styles every time… Maybe i’ll have a different image every time i know am gonna see her!
John: Your crazy! He he he *Cracking up!!!* Your not Sanjaya okay, and he does that for the American people! And your gonna do it for just one person? Your out of your cotton pickin‘ mind! CRAZYYYYY!!!
Diwa: Whatever dude! If not her… Then i guess i’ll just be a Lesbian Old Maid! So tatah! Au revoir! I’ll talk to you later! Gotta go… Gotta go to Hot Topic and buy myself an emo/punk outfit!
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If Britney Spears can do it, why can’t i?!(mailto:*%^#$@$% *Oh yeah i am competitive!* Who the fcunk she thinks she is?
I am no longer a Brunette! I am gonna be re-born as a Ginger!
So i decided to have my own auction at EBay tomorrow starts at noon. [And since I am so awesomely fabulously generous 90% of the proceeds will go to my favorites! Yes your reading that right!]
I am gonna have a one-woman empire. I didn’t go to Business School for NOTHING!
[I am not gonna be left behind by Her Majesty Reyna Elena and My Boss Chuva. That’s how competitive I AM! Yes they have thier own Internet Stores already. Feel free to visit them.]
*Okay Reyn and Chuva this endorsement is not free! I have to have a percentage on the sales that you guys gonna make.* He he he…
I am still BITTER about Google AdSense-NON-Sense accusations!!! [I am definitely not bovverd thou!] *This BITTERNESS is never-ending*
Since I am Ethnic, I love animals and supports PETA. [People Eat Their Animals.]
I don’t eat animals! But my tribe does! LOL.
Well I am Asian enough. So I decided to give something to ASIA CS! [Aids Services In Asian Communities.] For the benefit of my people who are suffering from the disease.
If YOU are one of my avid readers yes YOU will know Kori! Yes it is a bit over year now, but ahh i just can’t help it. I STILL HEART HER! Yup i don’t really have the balls to tell her that! *And who says that i have balls? I am a woman eh?*
Of course i will also shower Kori some of the earnings! Since she’s the love of my life! Awww
LOL.
See the proof? I ain’t greedy. IShare! =)
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I believe it can happen. It’s that moment when your breath is taken away. It’s the beginning, and sometimes, it is also the end. *H-ha-haa-aaaaayyy* [A verryyy looonngg sigh…]
Last night… I was DUI [Dialing Under the Influence]
I called Kori…
Diwa: Do you believe in reincarnation?
Kori: You mean past lives?
Diwa: Yeah! You know when you’ve just met someone and for some reasons you just kind of clicked? I think i have known you before! I just have to remember when and where… [Silently Thinkin’.] *After i met you i suddenly realized that i am whole.*
Kori: Listening…
Diwa: Do you believe in love at first sight?
Kori: Yeah, well it saves time!
Diwa: No! For real? That you could meet someone… Or just somebody i dunno from the park, and with that one glance you could look in their eyes and see their soul. Do you believe that could happen?
Kori: No! Absolutely not. And you?
Diwa: No. Me neither!
Later f*kers!
*Pati sa panaginop tablado ako!*
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Since wala akong ka date, Naisip kong hmmmft bakit hindi ko kaya padalan ang sarili ko sa opisina ng 10 boquet ng bulaklak pahabain ko naman buhok ko!, Buhok na lang nila laging humahaba eh! *At shempre di na ka sign ang nem ko naman!*
At ipagwagaywayan sya sa harap ng mga tao…. Pero pero pero malamang magtatanong ang mga ka tarbahu ko kung sino ang ulol na nagpadala ng flowers sa akin.
So minabuti kong sulatan si Joe D’Mangoesteen! Oo sumulat ako sa Love notes at sumagot sya o diba tarush.
Ito ang nilalaman ng liham ko. Nais kong ibahagi sa inyong lahat!
Dear Joe,
First of all let me greet you and your listener’s a warm good morning!
Joe just call me Diwatangbyaning. For some reasons i can’t disclose my real identity. May re-PUTA-syon akong inaalagaan. [What matters most playing while Joe’s reading my letter.]
I used to listen and watch your program back when i was still in the Phils. I am now residing here in the US.
You see Joe i have this love problem, It’s about this girl i really like. Let’s just call her Kori…
Please help me Joe, Am tired of thinking…….
Gustong gusto ko si K… Simula pa lang ng makilala ko sya… Mahal ko na nga ata sya eh!
Matagal na din kaming magkakilala pero hindi kami close *feeling close lang kamo*. Kulang kulang isang taon na din sa Hunyo.
Una pa lang na makita ko si K *sinabi ko sa sarili ko na kelangan mapa sa akin sya!*. Tatlong date lang ang kelangan ko para malaman ko kung ano ba talaga [SOP sa akin to lol]…. *oo desperada na ako Joe, kung desperada..pero kay K lang ako desperada!!!!*
Yong tatlong date hindi mangyare-yare… Ni hindi pa nga ako nakakaisa eh… At kahit kelan ata hindi ako makaka-isa… Kape lang Joe.. Imagine kape lang ang imbitasyon ko sa umpisa.. Supalpal na agad ako… Olats.. Wala.. Tablado ako… *nangingilid-ngilid na ang mga luha*
Lahat na Joe sinubukan ko….
Nag konsulta na ako kay Madam Rosa. *di naman gumana*
Tinawagan ko na din si Lady Dayna. *para i-pa voodoo… 3 buwan daw kelangan kong antayin*
Nagpunta na din ako sa tindahan ni Rose Lim *oo lintek nagastusan-gastusan pa ako kamo!, Since Horse [hindi Totoy Mola ha] ang aking sign, napabili ako ng di oras nyang mga produkto nya. Yong green rabbit at chenelyn quartz na kelangan daw ilagay ko sa east ng bahay ko. Eh ang masaklap hindi ko alam ang east at west tila yata sa west ko nailagay kaya hindi pa din gumana!*
Malala na Joe kung malala…
Ang huli kong pinag konsultahan eh yong si Diwa. [may kapangalan pala akong mambabarang? baklita syang version?] *shempre ang mga kandila pinagtatali ko at sinindihan dinasalan sa wikang latin… sabi nya kung di daw gumana ang una kong gagawin eh, sumulat daw ako ng lab letter at sunugin tapos lagyan ng asukal.. sa kagustuhan kong gumana na talaga eh binuhusan ko sya ng arnibal….
Ngayon ikaw na lang siguro ang natitira kong alas… Naway ikaw ang makatulong sa puso kong nagdurusa…
May isa pa pala akong kahilingan, Pa request naman nong kantang Pakisabi na lang by Aiza Seguerra po…. Sana po mapagbigyan lahat ang aking kahilingan…
Umaasa sa iyong payo,
Diwatangbyaning
Note:
wala pang response si Joe… inaantay ko pa…
snail mail nya….
pi-nost ko na ang sulat kong ito.. sa kadahilanang may mahaderang
nag lu-lurk dito at atat na atat na.
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…I fell in love near some trash can in Philly.
With her…
….and this is
what i got
…now you can see me wandering at this park [nakain ng sky flakes..habang tulala…malayo ang tingin na animoy may tinatanaw pero wala naman…saan man ako mapapadpad sa ciudad ng Philadelphia…sya ang laging hanap hanap ko]
Magantay kayo may bi-ne-beyk pa akong goodies for Valentine’s he he he
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