Diwatang Byaning

When I see the sun am feeling so high… Am addicted to life… Am addicted to the beautiful days… And beautiful smiles…

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It’s hard to believe that cruel laws such as stoning are still happening in the 21st century and in fact it’s the law of a country. [Stoning a woman to death is an insult and is very inhumane!] Not unless if you are into BDSM Submission, Sadism eklachuchu - Ugh! *Pwe!!!*

Stoning happens in certain Islamic societies. The practice of stoning, particularly on girls or women accused of adultery…

I was on the train and was having my newspaper break. [Always happens in the train.] Pa-intellectual kunwari hahaha… Kunwari may pakialam ko sa nangyayare sa mundo… Kunwari…

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Last Friday the allegedly Butsi Gang members was caught in some gay bar in the city hanging out with the future first daughter Chelsea Clinton, like Gucci Gang - ganyan sila kasolyal at ka pretesyosa as in!!! (Rubbing elbows with the first daughter.) Unlike the Gucci Gang sino ba ka hang out nila? (Ahh OO, the first grand child of the ill-gotten wealth chova?)
I have never liked Politics, Uhg specially in the Philippines. It’s so DURTYYY!!! (Hmm around maybe 1965 until 1986.) If you know what I mean…

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Today’s the big day… For today, I will know if am still be staying here in Guantanamo. While waiting for the jury I had a wonderful time BBQ-ing by myself! Ekkkkk, BBQ talong anyone?
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… I bailed out from two of my friends, instead I went out to eat dinner with my family. Well they been asking me this and that… Asking me about Manat! Well they were all expecting that Manat will be joining us for dinner last night uhg - No they didn’t not know what had happened to us 3 weeks ago… And yes I don’t have any plans to tell them that were no longer together. It is over “already!” lol, they’re just going to know that we are over once I have introduce a new gf bwahahaha…

I just don’t want to talk about her right now, specially with my family… I don’t know what are the right words to put it up. Oh well, they are going to be seeing alot of me without her, and they are going to be used with that! Well, see… I’ll let them figure it out. LOL

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“Hope is not a dream but a way of making dreams become reality.” - L. J. Suenens

Thanks Agnes for everything… I am so blessed to have you as one of my friends *ugh, as in friends lang ba talaga?* - huhuhuh **dabog-DABOG-dabog$#%^%**)*#$&* Pero talaga salamat kaibigan…

It is true that I am really going through with alot of things right at this moment (Ikaw ba naman ang molestiyahin ng employer mo 24/7 diba?). Pakainin ka ba naman ng flurwax at ihulog sa hagdaan?&$%#%$^**_

There is no reason for me to check in myself in a Rehab. Cause it is NOT true that captain and tennille are back in each others arms… It’s just hearsay… (Wag kayong maniniwala kay Chuva! Delusional yang babaitang yan lol). Dutch why I get to keep the $100! O diva antaray? (Give it a time, say 2 weeks bwahahah charing lang pusa nangiinis lang po)… Ayan Chuvahan na… Kaya nasusulatan ng Malacanang Palace eh.

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I could have known much better that what happened last night at some parking lot in Marlton is coming my way and I “could have” done something from preventing it a long time ago - it’s just I am soooo stubborn.

I have never felt so humiliated in my entire life not until last night - I feel so less of a human that I have stoop down from someone’s level and I know much better than that, that I should and could have just avoided it a very long time ago. A LONGGGGG TIMEEE AGOOO!

What I did last night was still in my mind and still very much bothers me, I am not so proud of myself right now, I really-really feel so horrible. I did not imagine that I am capable of doing such a thing - It’s scary though…

I learned the hard way
That they all say
Things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am

Thanks ever to my dearest friends like Malen, Agnes and Chuva who was there last night listening to my MMK, Pinoy Thiller and Regal Shocker stories. I hope you guys won’t get tired of me - Ayan ibinalik na ni Chuva ang isang daang dolyar bwehehehe talo sya eh, ay kayo pala lol… Taasan nyo naman kasi ang bid please? LOL.

I had built a prison of my own self for quite sometime and I had become accustomed to that and had accepted the false premise that I was incarcerated for life. I have sacrifice my happiness for for someone’s.

I admit that I had become a puppet and it sucks big time! Am glad that I am back on my feet again…

I would like to thank my sponsors - Arlington for my make up, Mighty Kid for my footwear and Eloy’s for my outfit today, thanks and more power!

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I need to laugh and relax right at this moment! Am somewhat feeling physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted. What am feeling right now, is just too much, too much stress…

All I can say is am having a very painful state that includes emotional exhaustion, a loss of pleasure in interpersonal relationships, and a diminished sense of self worth.

Well I wanted to share this video y’all who is feeling the same as mine…

Don’t worry you guys, I’ll be fine… I won’t and never will be the next Heath Ledger, I am not that crazy to drink different kind of medications. What am going to do is, I’ll paint the red town on Valentines day *huhuhuhu* alone! I’ll do what Britney did. I am going to drink and drown my sorrows!

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Lune, Marte, Huwebe, Mierkole, Bierne…, Anyways. We are exactly the same as Jackie and Mimi…

As a friend told me - “You know what, that is your foreplay!” elya-elyatis kayong pareho kapag nagaaway kayo, exitement sa inyo yan eh… Nanginginig ang mga tumbong nyo parehas kapag nagbabangayan kayo! - sabi ng kaibigan ko, ang kaibigan kong saksi sa lahat ng drama ng isang byaning.

Ewan ko ba… Tila adik-adik kami sa away, hindi naman kami mga basagulera, pero totoo siguro ang sabi ng aking kaibigan, alam nya kasi wala sya sa loob ng kahon.

Aktuali, maya-maya akoy may appointment sa aking the rapist, maikonsulta ko nga…

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I wanted to have a break. Go somewhere; just anywhere as long as it’s quiet and am going to have a peace of mind.

As I am supposed to get married next year in Asia and have a honeymoon in Europe, [Europe Motel - sa may Avenida] I was thinking what if, I use these tickets by myself… But then again, it’s no good, it’ll just remind me of her. Today I already cancelled our trip. For it may never happen anymore…*naninigas habang nag-ta-type* Eh diba nga kasi ang labanan namin dito eh patigasan? LOL.

While talking to the airline earlier, the rep. was asking me a reason why I am cancelling the trip?
So I told her… *This is Top Secret okay? I’ll just whisper it to you… Mam’ Can you come close to your earpiece please?* IT’S NANO YO BUSINESS!

I wonder what’s the weather in Paris right now… Paris, Pennsylvania? Tennessee? No! Texas!

Will still there be happy ending to our drama? *can someone please do me a favor? just stab me in the neck… PLEASE!*

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