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When I see the sun am feeling so high… Am addicted to life… Am addicted to the beautiful days… And beautiful smiles…

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It’s hard to believe that cruel laws such as stoning are still happening in the 21st century and in fact it’s the law of a country. [Stoning a woman to death is an insult and is very inhumane!] Not unless if you are into BDSM Submission, Sadism eklachuchu - Ugh! *Pwe!!!*

Stoning happens in certain Islamic societies. The practice of stoning, particularly on girls or women accused of adultery…

I was on the train and was having my newspaper break. [Always happens in the train.] Pa-intellectual kunwari hahaha… Kunwari may pakialam ko sa nangyayare sa mundo… Kunwari…

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Last Friday the allegedly Butsi Gang members was caught in some gay bar in the city hanging out with the future first daughter Chelsea Clinton, like Gucci Gang - ganyan sila kasolyal at ka pretesyosa as in!!! (Rubbing elbows with the first daughter.) Unlike the Gucci Gang sino ba ka hang out nila? (Ahh OO, the first grand child of the ill-gotten wealth chova?)
I have never liked Politics, Uhg specially in the Philippines. It’s so DURTYYY!!! (Hmm around maybe 1965 until 1986.) If you know what I mean…

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Today’s the big day… For today, I will know if am still be staying here in Guantanamo. While waiting for the jury I had a wonderful time BBQ-ing by myself! Ekkkkk, BBQ talong anyone?
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“Hope is not a dream but a way of making dreams become reality.” - L. J. Suenens

Thanks Agnes for everything… I am so blessed to have you as one of my friends *ugh, as in friends lang ba talaga?* - huhuhuh **dabog-DABOG-dabog$#%^%**)*#$&* Pero talaga salamat kaibigan…

It is true that I am really going through with alot of things right at this moment (Ikaw ba naman ang molestiyahin ng employer mo 24/7 diba?). Pakainin ka ba naman ng flurwax at ihulog sa hagdaan?&$%#%$^**_

There is no reason for me to check in myself in a Rehab. Cause it is NOT true that captain and tennille are back in each others arms… It’s just hearsay… (Wag kayong maniniwala kay Chuva! Delusional yang babaitang yan lol). Dutch why I get to keep the $100! O diva antaray? (Give it a time, say 2 weeks bwahahah charing lang pusa nangiinis lang po)… Ayan Chuvahan na… Kaya nasusulatan ng Malacanang Palace eh.

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I could have known much better that what happened last night at some parking lot in Marlton is coming my way and I “could have” done something from preventing it a long time ago - it’s just I am soooo stubborn.

I have never felt so humiliated in my entire life not until last night - I feel so less of a human that I have stoop down from someone’s level and I know much better than that, that I should and could have just avoided it a very long time ago. A LONGGGGG TIMEEE AGOOO!

What I did last night was still in my mind and still very much bothers me, I am not so proud of myself right now, I really-really feel so horrible. I did not imagine that I am capable of doing such a thing - It’s scary though…

I learned the hard way
That they all say
Things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am

Thanks ever to my dearest friends like Malen, Agnes and Chuva who was there last night listening to my MMK, Pinoy Thiller and Regal Shocker stories. I hope you guys won’t get tired of me - Ayan ibinalik na ni Chuva ang isang daang dolyar bwehehehe talo sya eh, ay kayo pala lol… Taasan nyo naman kasi ang bid please? LOL.

I had built a prison of my own self for quite sometime and I had become accustomed to that and had accepted the false premise that I was incarcerated for life. I have sacrifice my happiness for for someone’s.

I admit that I had become a puppet and it sucks big time! Am glad that I am back on my feet again…

I would like to thank my sponsors - Arlington for my make up, Mighty Kid for my footwear and Eloy’s for my outfit today, thanks and more power!

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I need to laugh and relax right at this moment! Am somewhat feeling physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted. What am feeling right now, is just too much, too much stress…

All I can say is am having a very painful state that includes emotional exhaustion, a loss of pleasure in interpersonal relationships, and a diminished sense of self worth.

Well I wanted to share this video y’all who is feeling the same as mine…

Don’t worry you guys, I’ll be fine… I won’t and never will be the next Heath Ledger, I am not that crazy to drink different kind of medications. What am going to do is, I’ll paint the red town on Valentines day *huhuhuhu* alone! I’ll do what Britney did. I am going to drink and drown my sorrows!

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Lune, Marte, Huwebe, Mierkole, Bierne…, Anyways. We are exactly the same as Jackie and Mimi…

As a friend told me - “You know what, that is your foreplay!” elya-elyatis kayong pareho kapag nagaaway kayo, exitement sa inyo yan eh… Nanginginig ang mga tumbong nyo parehas kapag nagbabangayan kayo! - sabi ng kaibigan ko, ang kaibigan kong saksi sa lahat ng drama ng isang byaning.

Ewan ko ba… Tila adik-adik kami sa away, hindi naman kami mga basagulera, pero totoo siguro ang sabi ng aking kaibigan, alam nya kasi wala sya sa loob ng kahon.

Aktuali, maya-maya akoy may appointment sa aking the rapist, maikonsulta ko nga…

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Everytime we are having drama like this, it’s like someone’s doing it on purpose…

Like yesterday, it’s just too much already! I’ve seen like 20+something blue trucks. Not just blue trucks thou, it’s exactly the same trucks that she have. I see it, I just feel so pissed off… Parang gusto ko syang pagbabarilin at iba-zooka promise!

I feel so nervous whenever a blue truck is on my sight, napra-praning ako [kaistok-istok kasi ako, hmp!] Gaya na lang last week, may maingay na truck sa labas ng bahay… Talaga namang mega silip ako… Bakit? Sa isip-isip ko, andito kaya sya at aamuhin na nya ako? LOL. Asa pa ako no?

Ewan ko tama ang mga kutob ko kasi at hinala ko paminsan. Like last Sunday pinagbilinan ko pa ang kasama ko sa bahay bago ako pumasok sa tarbahu na - na pagpumunta dito wag mong papapasukin, antayin nya ako - ayaw ko kasing maghalungkat sya sa kwarto ng wala ako, baka makita pa nya yong mga **** ko doon lol. Charing!

Gusto ko ako mismo ang magbigay sa kanya ng mga kailangan nya… Gusto ko syang makita, ng personal…

Kung makakita kaya ako ulit ng blue na truck ma-feel ko kaya ulit yong para bang gusto ko syang pasabugan? Pagbabarilin at iba-zooka?

Ang totoo nyan siguro eh miss ko na sya! Pero wala akong magagawa na kung-di makipagtigasan sa kanya! Manigas kami pareho!!!

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