I have alot of self-esteem, which is amazing. Cause I am probably somebody who wouldn't necessarily have alot of self-esteem... As I am considered a Minority.
If you are a woman, a person of color, gay/lesbian/bisexual/trans-gender, a person of size, a person of intelligence, a person of integrity... Then you are considered a Minority in this world.
I am back for another moment of truth trulili eklaboo eklachuchu.
To the letter senders [Heart’s a little bit confused right now…]There is nothing wrong in loving someone. (May you be a lesbian fallen in love with a straight girl or vise versa. - Yong iba nga jan sa kabayo pa naebeg eh - ARAY KO!) I have encountered of lesbian or gay relationships that have lasted for years and years. (Marlton/Secane/19th and Lombard sts./Media people hello!!! May napapel, how about yong taga Voorhees daw? Ah ganun? Forget about shim/sherm… HAHAHA) Nice people and beautiful stories that go beyond the limits of what society considers normal. (Ehem, Monay anything you want to add?) (more…)
First things first, the opposite of love is not hate… It is indifference - Mamoy ka, Maka sya hindi bagay! HAHAHA…
Maawa ka naman sa akin, naka stapler lang ako jan sa dibdib mo! [Kung ayaw nya sayo, eh di wag!!! Para ka na namang utot nyan eh, kung saan masikip, sya kang nagsusumiksik.] Wag mo sabihin sa akin mahal mo “Cut that Crap!” Mahalin mo muna sarili mo at ako (Katulad nga ng sabi mo lagi, BAROOKA KA KA!, Masyado ka kasing pariwara, minsan! Ayusin mo sarili mo. Umayos-ayos ka jang Barooka ka, baka tamaan ka sa akin.) Ekkkk maawa ka at maghunos dili - awat na sa pagkain, anu ba, emotional eater ka no? Kulang na lang higupin mo ang ripfrigriritor. [Maaawaaa ka sa akin, nababalutan na ako ng taba!] (more…)
Dear Heart, [So not the Movie of Sharon and Gabby na dear heart *ikaw ay bata pa*]
Why oh why, am feeling like this? Why am I feeling so bitter? LOL - at least aminado ako! (GrrrrGGrrr!!!) *Ngiting aso* [Still feeling heavily medicated with Tylenol PM from last night *YAWNS*] Palpitate to the 100th power si ako kagabi. Paano ba naman mega cryola ang lola nyo kagabi so hyper na hyper ako diba?, Tapos alam kong hinding-hindi ako makakatulog so bandang alas 12 ng madaling araw naisipan kong uminom ng tylenol para bagsak na agad at wala ng drama ever! Pagoda tragedy na ako no. (more…)
Being here in Guantanano Bay for over 2 weeks now is not bad at all, as I’ve said 2 days ago I am really loving it here. I was treated like a royalty here. The other day feed me Korean food (Bibimbap), unlike at home what I usually have is just (Kanibab) as in Kaning Baboy lols.
Their very lenient with me, cause today instead of working in the “YARD” for 8 full hours… They have pulled me out so I did my beauty regimen - I did my colonic (I feel so fresh!). Tapos nito nagpabanat na din ako ng muka at nagpa full body wax… Masarap pala ang buhay dine?
I have been really-really-really bad person (Stubborn). And that is the reason why I am stuck here in Guantanamo - I guess. I remember a few days ago before I have found myself here. I have been patted on the back by someone and I didn’t look I just did what I just wanted to do and after a few days I have tripped myself off the floor and the next thing I knew is that I am here already it’s like the movie SAW no? Scary! - I have nothing to complain [Except for 1 heheh 1 entry a day? OMG, my revenues…] they’ve been really really nice to me here, after all? (more…)
Posted on 15 June 2007Comment (1) Tags: Uncategorized
People noticed that I complain far too much! [I noticed that too!!!]
I have a full time job but I want more… Since I pretty much have all the time in the world (This is before I met Manat.) I want more moola for my shopping spree, alcohol and tobacco consumption … I asked for another job… I got one already, oppsie not just one… My Saturday with Tanty and after I get off from Tanty and still have time and energy I would still clean Chuva’s place while blogging for money and at the same time eating fire and walking bare foot at some 90 degrees coal. [YES, I am a multitasker and an acrobat.] I got what I wanted!
And not just that… See I haven’t been in a relationship for a very lll-lllloooong, loooonggg, looooongggg time. I miss being with a girl and miss someone caring for me, then I asked for a nice girl and then came Manat. [My full time during Sunday.]
So I got everything that I really wanted all at the same time. Oh yeah it’s pretty overwhelming, all at the same time. [Sometimes I feel just so tired… I sometimes felt that I don’t have time for myself anymore.] So what I do? I moan and groan all the time.
Don’t get me wrong. I am happy to have these things that I have asked for… It’s just every things kind of sudden for me. Sometimes I think if am really ready for these… All of these…
