My Secret Life…
Like other woman I have issues too.
As y’all know am an Ethnic Lesbian, am queer and am here. [Being a Minority is one of my issues… Uhg I should have Majored in Women Studies! Instead of Marketing and Networking!!!]
One of my issues that bothers me is my weight.
I worry all the time about how I look.
I’ve been on a diet since… Forever?
People doesn’t see me as fat bitch. But whenever I looked at the mirror eww I just want to go puke. [It’s making me sick to my stomach. Uhhgg.]
There are times that I love and hate myself. [Today? Hmm I love myself. All I ate was just Apples and Metamucil. Which I will purge later!]
I Am always in-denial of hunger.
To eat is an issue to me.
I just can’t believe what’s happening to me lately. I’ve been on a diet. Been working out on a regular basis… And yet I’ve gain freakin’ 5 pounds!!! What the… I don’t know where the hell it came from.
Is it just water??? Did I gain mass??? — Now, I think am gonna die! Not just die… Am gonna die fat and alone. Waaaaaahhhhh…
Most of the people I know tell me that I ain’t fat. Maybe their just saying that… Am not gonna be convinced… I will still feel fat… No matter what…
I am 5′3 and weighs 95 lbs. [I am overweight! I am suffering from Obesity!]
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