I have alot of self-esteem, which is amazing. Cause I am probably somebody who wouldn't necessarily have alot of self-esteem... As I am considered a Minority.
If you are a woman, a person of color, gay/lesbian/bisexual/trans-gender, a person of size, a person of intelligence, a person of integrity... Then you are considered a Minority in this world.
I wonder where can I get a vinyl of this hahahahaha - I am dead seryus ano!
I am really a big fan of Rey Valera - Loved his songs… I.E If as in IFagfatawad mo *Bago kasi fustiso ko sa harap, dutch why…* And oh yeah I like the Maging sino ka man too!
Ang pag_ibig ay sadyang ganyan
Tiwala sa isa’t isa’y kailangan
Dati mong pag_ibig wala akong pakialam
Basta’t mahal kita kailan pa man
‘wag kang mag_isip ng ano pa man
Mga paliwanag mo’y di na kailangan
At kahit ano pa ang iyong nakaraan
Mamahalin kita maging sino ka man
Mahal kita pagka’t mahal kita
Iniisip nila ay hindi mahalaga
Mahal kita maging sino ka man — sino ka man? kahit chakaness? isipin ko muna ha… *Kamot-Ulo!* Ang weird, namula at uminit ang tenga ko hahaha that is like blushing for me. lol.
True that! But preference does, alot!!! Hmmm just like Jimboy and Mahal. It was never an issue for Mahal being a small person the real issue is Jimboy. Jimboy is not Jimboy - He is Jimgirl hahahaha!!!
Since I am not allowed to ingest anything by mouth yesterday aside from yosi, yours truly is tulala! I was sitting in the dinning room doing an entry and while I am concentrated looking at the monitor I saw something black on the side of my eyes. Parang may nakatingin sa akin! *Tingin sa kaliwa, tingin sa kanan* There was nothing! So I guess, dala ng gutom - nag ha-hallucinate na ako ahaha…
About 1AM I was watching TV in the kitchen and of course nakakain na ako by that time… I saw that black thingy again!!!
Kala ko mahihimatay ako! I want to scream on the top of my lungs - but my roommates were all as sleep… Pinigil ko ang aking emosyon! Pero hindi pa din mawalay sa isipan ko ang aking nakita kagabi… I am scared of
Two Sundays ago I was in NY diba? *Talagang uber busy ang lola, biruin mo siam-saiam bago mai-post?* Hahaha… Pucha hindi pa ako tapos sa Manila trip at eto may hirit pa! Nakamput!
Sorry for this last update lol, hindi ako makapag-update — for days masakit at maga ang mga binti at mga daliri sa paa ko juiceko day! Ikaw na ang lumakad from 35th street tapos bumababa sa 28th street tapos bumalik ulit papanik sa uptown 53rd street to be exact? Hahaha… From 28th up to 53rd I was just walking looking for best halal food I can find - but luck’s on my side, there’s sabret hotdog. Ekkkkkkk sawa na ako sa hotdog, and in that sabret cart
they have halal like kabobs as well as knish, ayaw ko noon - shawarma ang craving ko! *Naalala ko bandang 40th something-something ko natikman yong masarap na shawarma…* Hindi ko lang talaga maalala kung saan doon, kaya naman sinuyod ko sya na parang kuto! *Kamot ulo!* [Ginawa ko nga kahapon, nakakalimutan ko… 5 years ago pa. Yes 5 years ago ko natikman banda doon sa 40th street something-something yong masarap na shawarma lol.]
As I am watching the funeral procession of former President Cory Aquino in TFC - I was just amazed! It’s like I witnessed the people power in EDSA last 1986 noh, that brought democracy to many Filipino people. Graveh it’s like people power talaga. Ngayon lang ako nakakita ng ganitong karaming tao na sumisigaw ng Cory-Cory-Cory at nagtataas pa ng kamay nila ng Laban sign, habang nadaan ang kanyang labi sa bawat kanto ng ke-Meynilaan!
Thanks tita Cory for reestablishing democracy in the Philippines, if not for our ‘Laban’ Filipinos would still be under an abusive regime.
And I can’t wait no more! I will be living like a señorita sipping my piña colada in the Island of the Philippines wheeeee… *Kahit mangutang, basta makapag-bakasyon lang! Bwehehe* Okay lang 25 years to pay yon diba? Minimum payments lang naman yon! Mwahahaha… *Nakasangla na po ang kaluluwa ko kay Amex, Visa at Mastercard grrrr*
Ako’y alipin, ng aking mga utang!
I am a quite having jitters as of the moment. As in change of heart - ika nga. Paano ba naman kasi no, I haven’t been there for a very longggggg longggggggggggggggg longggggggg time kaya? (Me love you longgggg time?) When was the last time I was there? A year ago? Bwahaha [Lokaret!] Nashoshokot nga ako baka mapagkamalan akong artista at dumugin at ma-kidnap pa! Hahahaha!!! (more…)
Sorry to update this late! Uber busy ang lola nyo, paghahanp ng work lalush pangkabuhayan! You see I am not out, pero sa panahong ito ultimo sa mga les club eh pinapatulan ko na din. Hahaha… I don’t hangout sa mga les bar o kung saan mang ka lesbyanahan na lugar kasi nga hindi na ako OUT! ArgggggRrrrrggg… Hirap!
Pero noong isang araw, pinuntahan ko ang isang les bar dine sa kanto at chinekout ng lola nyo, aba baka may bakante sila doon kahit man lang bouncer pantawid gutom! Pero since it’s a small pub hindi daw sila nangangailangan waaaaaaaa… So naginom na la ng ang lola doon… Sa totoo lang lesbian clubs here in Jameirika sucks arg! (Except sa L.A. - Palaban po mga tibo doon!!!) Bakit kamo? Eh leche mga bar dito at sa Philadelphia na ang byaning puta alas 9 pa lang wala nang tao, naguwian na mga tibolya! Ayun walang tao ako lang!!! Ano kayang ginagawa nila sa bahay nila? Nagbuburda? Hahaha!!! You see kasi, kaya ako ganito dahil palake ako ng bakla? Kaya pariwara ako? Hmmm… It could be… But anyways… Ayon sa aking observation ha, these lesbians here sa club na to they just come and go as in order ng isa tapos uwi ano yon? *Uhaw ka ba neng?* Kaya kung mag bi-bisnis kayo never-ever think ang lesbian bar/club dahil lecheng mga tibo to ayaw ata gumastos at talagang lalangawin ang iyong bisnis! GrrrrrRrrrrRrrrr…