I have alot of self-esteem, which is amazing. Cause I am probably somebody who wouldn't necessarily have alot of self-esteem... As I am considered a Minority.
If you are a woman, a person of color, gay/lesbian/bisexual/trans-gender, a person of size, a person of intelligence, a person of integrity... Then you are considered a Minority in this world.
Sorry if I haven’t been updating my blog on a regular basis… For I am away, on a vacation - a veryyyyyyyyy long one (and loving it!!! mmm-mmmm-mmmmm good!) - and I don’t think I am coming back anytime soon!
Bawal at ayaw ko pa-istorbo [Walang dalang cellphone or laptop. Andito sa internet cafe sa kanto ng Espana, malayang nag-u-update.] How could I let that devices *Cell at Laptop* ruin this moment noh? Nevah! - Ni wala nga akong dalang camera? Syet sarili ko lang at damit at bente pesos psssshhh… Enjoy ako, sobra! Priceless!!!
My dreams into reality — slogan doon sa isang spa sa tapat ng aming favrica… Hmmm binibnili nga nila tong photo na to, kaya lang daw may konting problema, magaspang daw masyado yong kamay ng mowdel! Para daw kamay ng magsasaka - di uubra. Sayang!
I’ve been in hell for almost errrr 10 months ata, (vacations, day offs, rendezvous not counted lol.) parang sangol na di mailabas-labas sa sinapupunuan ampotah ganun katagal overdue na. Sabi ko nga yong bahay ko noon parang nasa Jalalabad/Chechnya/Iran/North Korea/Peshawar/Impiyerno sabay ikot sa purgatoryo sabay balik ulit ng Jalalabad/Chechnya/Iran/North Korea/Peshawar ugh… Everyday in that span of 10 months hmmm exxag siguro hmmm 8 months sige na nga! I’ve been losing 10 lbs of ego/5 kilos of self-esteem/10 tons of confidence everyday. Trulala!!! Syet.
Home, home, home, oh home! Wheeeeeeeee - psshhht… Priceless! *You really get what you pay for, kaya kung hindi ka nagbabayad ng renta — sigaw ang abot mo bwahahaha! For reals…*
Naalala ko noon, kung saan-saan ako natutulog. Ganun kung saan na lang dapuan ng antok. Minsan sa upuan sa mall (Napagod kakalakad? O walang pang shopping?) sa lobby ng Bally not so total fitness at kung saan-saan pa! But now I can say - loud and froud Am here, Am queer get use to it! that I found home, I am much more happier and at peace - I feel hole again…
Others may prefer their home to have a dash of Balinese or Japanese eklachuchu in it… I prefer mine, Filipiniana! Sariling atin… Of course, love your own!
So imperfect? Ganun? *Huh, who me? Tingin sa kanan, tingin sa kaliwa, much better — tingin sa salamin. Acccckkkkkkkk, syet hu is u?, Bakit ngayon ka lang? Ang gandang nilalang! Perfect! Hehehe.*
