Diwatang Byaning

Thank you that you are just a prayer away. Each and everyday there’s just so much things to be thankful for.

Thank you for your love, mercy and grace. Thanks for the food that we always have on our table that keeps us nourished all the time. Thanks for  family. Thanks for friends. Thanks for part time jobs. (See there’s just soooo many things to be thankful for… Madami, at kung iisa-isahin ko baka tubuan na kayo ng tulya sa mga leg nyo.)

Thank you for being so ever faithful…

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I lied when most of the time I say I have never played and or liked hide and seek *On a very pretentious tone* (Kasi sa village namin we only play cabbage patch kids noh at barbies bwahahaha…)

Ready or not here I come.

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Asa ka pa gurl! Heheheh - it’s just party in Marlton, ekkkk Medford pala. *In-denial ka kasi Bweheheh! What’s wrong with Medford? Eh Ritz din naman mga tao doon?* (Not sure - kamot-ulo!!!) Lol.

Happy birthday! Hanestly… You don”t look like 27! Parang 26 ene hap ka lang… Whoa!

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Malayo ang tingin???

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I have been so weak for the last 2 days… I hate taking meds, hanggat’ kaya ko, titiisin ko, waket? I don’t want to be dependent on meds - konting sakit - inom? Ganun? Tapos masasanay ka na, ma-a-addict ka na!

Ayaw ko ng ganun, nainom lang ang lola ng gamot kapag hindi na talaga kaya. Kaya naman eto high na high ang lola nyo, lakas tama!

I See Dead People nga ang drama eh!!! *Lilipas din to, high lang ako ngayon mga Ka-OVARIO…*

Naalala ko na naman ang sabi ni Inay~~~Anak wag ka matakot sa mga patay at mumu, kathang isip lamang yan… Matakot ka sa buhay, dahil ang buhay pwede kang patayin… Sa isip ko lang ko while nagsasalita si Inay (Panong kayang pagpatay? Sa sarap kaya? Hahaha.) Anak lagi mong isipin, ang mga patay hindi na pwedeng mabuhay pang muli… Iba ang mundo nila sa mundo natin. 

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I was so pissed today (What a beautifool Monday…) I am going somewhere this Friday, an orientation and gladly I called the office just to re-confirm. Dang, they told me to go somewhere doon sa bundok ng tralala daw - It was fine by me, at first. Then I asked so how about on Monday and the following days? Was it going to be here in the Bukirin?

Receptionist: Pumpkin it’ll be here on tralala… We moved 2 weeks ago.

ME: *DMV/USPS/DEPARTMENT OF HEALTH SIGH* Nagngangawa na ako ng bonggga, at bakit? At bakit hindi? They moved? Without any acknowledgments? Ano ba ako dito? Hangin? Tae-taehan? I am pissed off really… Kelan nyo ako balak i-notify sa Biernes??? Siyet!

After an hour… I got my cool. Tapos na yon, wala na akong magagawa pa.

[Signs ba to na wag na akong mag career ng healthcare?]

[Bakit naka penguin outfit ang mga pingers? Hahaha… We was at a blacktie earlier.]

Then I called the Department of Health regarding my Finger Prints at about 11AM.

You’ve reach the Department of Health blaaaaaaaahhhh blaaaaaahhhh blahhhhhh… To speak to a customer service representative during business hours from 9AM-4PM Monday thru Friday — Press 4…

Ako si gaga I pressed 4… It just keeps on ringing. *Agang lunch break naman nito?* O Hmmm di kaya Hawaiian time ito? Kaya wala pang nasagot ng 9AM? Masayadong maaga ang alas 11AM ko na tawag?

I dialed again and again and again the toll free number even the regular number for hours, as in for hours no jowk! Ano ba tong Department of Health na to nasa Pilipinas??? At hanggang ngayon may hangover pa sa Undas? Lahat na ng option pinagpipindot ko na just to speak to someone LIVE! Pero lahat ata busy kapag Monday??? Looks at my calendar *Holiday ba ngayon?* Hindi naman no!

So finally after dialing their number for hours already. I got into some mailbox doon sa Criminal Background Investigation Department, I was relieved, not until I left a message and after speaking for about 20 seconds I was cut off - damn it!!! (Ang itatanong ko lang naman eh simpleng asan na ang finger prints ko? Is it on the way??? Hindi naman ako magtatanong ng tungkol sa math noh!)

How the F can you leave a message and speak clearly for effin’ 20 seconds and kung ano ano pang anik? 20 seconds??? (I tell you 20 seconds buntong hininga ko pa lang yan…) Ang lala nakakainis… I called again and press chorva chorva and got into that mailbox again - after matapos ng recordning nila magsalita akalain mong MAILBOX IS FULL DAW… Pucha! ANO BA!!! I just hate it… Sobrang nakakapuwerwisyo! Grrrrrrr — Iritang-irita ako to the maximum levels!

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I feel so aaaaawwwwful today… I was so down under. I even went home early as in 6:05 PM lol, I canceled my activity and as soon as I got home derecho sa sofa at humilata - I feel so consumed, anxious, sad, sorry, low at kung anik anik pang ka-negatibitihan to the maxx. [I was actually very pissed, earlier today. Tao lang ako.]

…I slept for about 45 minutes ng hindi nagpalit, (At times like this, nagiging balahura ako.) I woke up and went to the shower and went straight to bed again, natulog ulit?

Then around 10 my phone rang…

“Yes, I cried - I cried the tear. You wiped it dry. I was confused. You cleared my mind. I sold my soul. You bought it back for me. And held me up and gave me dignity… Ekkkkk, until I feel asleep.”

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It is…

Nakaka-stress…

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There quite rumors going on about Henry David ball not happening this coming October 31, well it’s just rumor!!! *I just can’t believe from one mouth to another and so it goes…*

I called ‘Halloween’ the jewelry store Mister Gay Mayor Henry David owns to check this rumor out. Yes it’s not true that there will be no Henry David ball this year. Again it’ll be held at Sheraton Hotel in Center City, October 31st - $25 in costume / $60 without
21 and over to get in, Tickets available at the door or you can get it in advance at Halloween located at (1329 Pine St. NE corner of Juniper and Pine streets.)

Don’t come as you are; come as you want to be.

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