I have alot of self-esteem, which is amazing. Cause I am probably somebody who wouldn't necessarily have alot of self-esteem... As I am considered a Minority.
If you are a woman, a person of color, gay/lesbian/bisexual/trans-gender, a person of size, a person of intelligence, a person of integrity... Then you are considered a Minority in this world.
What a view! That’s Ben Franklin bridge with Patco train - NJ bato bound lol.
Still loving the city o ha, dutch why I really took time off from work noh *2 weeks hahaha leche! And counting? Ah wan, ah tu, ah three*
I likey likey instantaneous stuff - like hmmm instant game such as scratch! Ehehehe, only in San Antonio babey - instant request - instant slaughter bwahahahaha… Tang*** mga stekwa talaga to o! Their everywhere ugh! Kapit bahay ko panay stekwa - kahit saan ako pumunta andoon sila punyeta pati sa Chinatown nagkalat syet!!! *Don’t say bad words!*
The Divine Lorraine Hotel in Girard Ave. - Ayan inaamag na…
Not most parts of Philadelphia are ghetto-ghetto or tai-tai ha some are posh too! Way posh like Alabang oo doon sa amin sa San Antonio lahat class… as in class L ang mga tau leche! Laborer lol. Sa isip, sa gawa at sa diwa BOW!
Olde City is too overrated just like Rittenhouse Square bwahakanabitchabygollywow…
Last week I was sick worried that either having an early monopause or I am preggers [Walang himala, my brotha is not a pig.] Footangenang syet I was delayed noh tapos ito pa nagsusuka ang ateng ano ba yon? Eh di buntis, not monopausal. Ganun ba talaga pag di nakakainom ng allergy pill? I just missed a day with allegra noh…
Sometime last week there was a huge beri big anlakeeee lakeeeeng chizmacks hearsay that the diwata is not updating the site cause namimilipit “daw” sa sobrang sakit ang mga kamay with gout — pucha — NOT TRUE! *Syet, ganun ba kalala ang kamay ko, parang paa?*
I em so busy sobra with my mga bagong mga alaga — the diwata trooperz, wala na si Sargent Major. Baklava, sinibak ko na panay na ang bale mahilig pa mag no call at no show pucha. (Sssshhh, ang katotohanan eh pag sinama ko sya sa byaning trooperz, she might feel shes a minority noh!) *Kamot-ulo* Achually she was deployed sa Kosovo , yan ang katotohanan - pambala sa kanyon, that what the last time I heard from her. (He is a She! In transition po.) Footah anlala pati mga SEX Toys ko noh di magkaintindihan?
Syet-syet-syet FREE parking daw! Ackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk… This is what the byaning trooperz do on their free time, sa ads section browsing lol…
The diwata trooperz, busy haunting for a place to live in - paano ba naman di magiging busy, ang sabi ko kasi sa criteria ko I want those big windows kagaya sa pabrikang pinapasukan ko noon ha, as in BIG ha ayaw ko ng port hole ekkkk! High ceilings, parking para sa padyak ko? I want hard wood floors (Para madaling linisin, hmmm on a sekantot mukang malinis! Lols.) And most of all I want to be - where everyone wants to be yong mala Bonifacio High street na lugar na shalashalahan na lugar. I been living here in Tramo all my life noh. For a change ba. But what can the trooperz do if the budget is just base on what section 8 has to offer? Tanginang buhay to o!
The search is not ovah mga ka-Ovarrio! Mala Journey itech.
I’ve been in hell for almost errrr 10 months ata, (vacations, day offs, rendezvous not counted lol.) parang sangol na di mailabas-labas sa sinapupunuan ampotah ganun katagal overdue na. Sabi ko nga yong bahay ko noon parang nasa Jalalabad/Chechnya/Iran/North Korea/Peshawar/Impiyerno sabay ikot sa purgatoryo sabay balik ulit ng Jalalabad/Chechnya/Iran/North Korea/Peshawar ugh… Everyday in that span of 10 months hmmm exxag siguro hmmm 8 months sige na nga! I’ve been losing 10 lbs of ego/5 kilos of self-esteem/10 tons of confidence everyday. Trulala!!! Syet.
Home, home, home, oh home! Wheeeeeeeee - psshhht… Priceless! *You really get what you pay for, kaya kung hindi ka nagbabayad ng renta — sigaw ang abot mo bwahahaha! For reals…*
Naalala ko noon, kung saan-saan ako natutulog. Ganun kung saan na lang dapuan ng antok. Minsan sa upuan sa mall (Napagod kakalakad? O walang pang shopping?) sa lobby ng Bally not so total fitness at kung saan-saan pa! But now I can say - loud and froud Am here, Am queer get use to it! that I found home, I am much more happier and at peace - I feel hole again…
Others may prefer their home to have a dash of Balinese or Japanese eklachuchu in it… I prefer mine, Filipiniana! Sariling atin… Of course, love your own!
Ano yon bulate, bakterya, mikrobyo? Ackkk - Today as I wake up sa mala motmot kong room [Kasi ang aking windows may shutter, sosyal? Parang feeling ko nga nasa Anito ako eh. Mapa-umaga/gabi sa akin gabi lagi shhheet!] Ang putla ko na nga, di nasisikatan ng araw?
So anyways para on topic! Nagising ang lola na in peace (yong wala akong inintindi na kasama.) — and wala lang, I am sooooooo soooooooo sooooo thankful! Na tahimik eklachuchu na yung buhay ko, yong ganun ba? For 8 months grabe just picture this - daig ko pa ang pumunta sa Kosovo/Albania/Jalalabad/Chechnya sabay umikot sa imperno ugh at sabay bumalik ulit sa Kosovo/Albania/Jalalabad/Chechnya sabay side trip sa North Korea bwahaha, just imagine kung paano at gaano yan…