I have alot of self-esteem, which is amazing. Cause I am probably somebody who wouldn't necessarily have alot of self-esteem... As I am considered a Minority.
I’ve been in hell for almost errrr 10 months ata, (vacations, day offs, rendezvous not counted lol.) parang sangol na di mailabas-labas sa sinapupunuan ampotah ganun katagal overdue na. Sabi ko nga yong bahay ko noon parang nasa Jalalabad/Chechnya/Iran/North Korea/Peshawar/Impiyerno sabay ikot sa purgatoryo sabay balik ulit ng Jalalabad/Chechnya/Iran/North Korea/Peshawar ugh… Everyday in that span of 10 months hmmm exxag siguro hmmm 8 months sige na nga! I’ve been losing 10 lbs of ego/5 kilos of self-esteem/10 tons of confidence everyday. Trulala!!! Syet.
Home, home, home, oh home! Wheeeeeeeee - psshhht… Priceless! *You really get what you pay for, kaya kung hindi ka nagbabayad ng renta — sigaw ang abot mo bwahahaha! For reals…*
Naalala ko noon, kung saan-saan ako natutulog. Ganun kung saan na lang dapuan ng antok. Minsan sa upuan sa mall (Napagod kakalakad? O walang pang shopping?) sa lobby ng Bally not so total fitness at kung saan-saan pa! But now I can say - loud and froud Am here, Am queer get use to it! that I found home, I am much more happier and at peace - I feel hole again…
Others may prefer their home to have a dash of Balinese or Japanese eklachuchu in it… I prefer mine, Filipiniana! Sariling atin… Of course, love your own!
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Ano yon bulate, bakterya, mikrobyo? Ackkk - Today as I wake up sa mala motmot kong room [Kasi ang aking windows may shutter, sosyal? Parang feeling ko nga nasa Anito ako eh. Mapa-umaga/gabi sa akin gabi lagi shhheet!] Ang putla ko na nga, di nasisikatan ng araw?
So anyways para on topic! Nagising ang lola na in peace (yong wala akong inintindi na kasama.) — and wala lang, I am sooooooo soooooooo sooooo thankful! Na tahimik eklachuchu na yung buhay ko, yong ganun ba? For 8 months grabe just picture this - daig ko pa ang pumunta sa Kosovo/Albania/Jalalabad/Chechnya sabay umikot sa imperno ugh at sabay bumalik ulit sa Kosovo/Albania/Jalalabad/Chechnya sabay side trip sa North Korea bwahaha, just imagine kung paano at gaano yan…
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As in pweeeee talaga!!!
Finally I have move in last night sa bagong tirahan (Bat cave it is, kasi ako si Batman? Hmmm… Ekk not!) ko. It was good - I was a little bit buzzed, kasi naman tinunga ko yong isang boteng sparkling wine magisa ko, at bakit hindi diba? Kasi hindi ko na maipisok ang cork! Kesa naman masayang diva?
I had a very goodnight sleep, as always — Hahaha, di nyo na itatanong… Nakakatulog ako kung saan-saan. Kung saan dapuan ng antok, yong ganun ba. (Literally. Not so Kimmy Dura!)
I woke up late - paano ba naman wala akong makitang liwanag, bat cave nga diba? I was like Speedy Gonzales kanina noong paggising ko? Wala nang inat-inat, haripas agad ng takbo sa bathroom ang ateng - I thought I was late, advance lang pala ang relo ko, and when I found that out tapos na ang lahat… *Sayang!, Sabay snap ng fingers.*
Funny thing is sa sobrang pagmamadali ko, I didn’t even know that the toothbrush that I used was not mine, pota magkamuka at magkakulay kasi no? I only knew that, by the time I got into my bat cave, shet! Kadiiiiire!!! Although, nag gargol nanaman ng Zonrox at Amonia kaya okay na lol, fudgeeeee - feel na feel ko pa naman ang pag brush ko kanina it was a good 5 minutes noh hahaha… *Sana lang wala silang herpes sa bibig, kung kanino man sa 15 kong room mates lol.*
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Putukan na!!! *Hoy mga magickera, careful-careful, alam nyo na. Aba mahirap na ang maputukan no…*
I love wine. [A meal is not a meal to me if there is no wine.] (Kahit pa tukneneng lang ang hapunan?) I wasn’t really into wines — but then again, kapag naTANDA KA, sometimes you wanted something tame right? Hahahaha…. Owkey, so who am I fooling here? I think I can drink almost anything. *Presses the buzzer* Ekkk Malt liquor? Bwahahaha - Pucha, try harder! *Presses the buzzer again* Everclear? Hahaha, ekkkk no - not ever.
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