I have alot of self-esteem, which is amazing. Cause I am probably somebody who wouldn't necessarily have alot of self-esteem... As I am considered a Minority.
I have been having nightmares lately, and I hate it… The other day I dreamed of being chased and terrorized ng mga punyetang ******… [Buti na lang mabilis ako tumakbo, mala Marion Jones/Palos/Lydia De Vega kaya hindi nila ako nabutan…]
In my translation: [Di kaya collection agency lang yon? O kaya IRS? It could be no? Bwahahah.] Syet, huwag naman sana lol.
I just hate the feeling of being scared, anxious at kung ano pang eklachuchu. *Mind you I don’t sleep with negative thoughts on my mind, panay happy thoughts lang — as in happy happy si Spongebob lang at Patrick nasa merry go round?*
Nakakashockot kung nakakashockot. *Nananahimik ka sa pagtulog mo, sabay may hahabol sayo ng itak, ano ba yon!* Buti na lang wala akong sakit sa puso. Bweheheh.
Siguro ito yong mga stress ko na hindi nailalabas ~~~ Kaya mamaya, ilalabas ko stress ko kay bunny bwahahah pagsasasaksakin ko sya sa muka nya!
Do you hear these walls weeping, giggling and whispering?
We was hear last year… This years it’s just too much to spend on Halloween event since “the butse gang” is doing it’s yearly tradition of Henry David Ball… Which will cost about $25 each person to get in w/costume plu$$$ drink$$$ and besides, the gang watched Paranornal activity na no which is $10 leche - walang kwenta, nahilo lang ako…
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I hate it. It’s been raining for dayssssss… Nakakainis, nababasa sapatos ko - lol. Naka tip-toe na nga ako maglakad eh. Since it’s raining there’s not much you can do, nakakatamad.
By the time I got home it’s 6:15 already I left work around 6:12 kumandirit ako pauwi. Nag paka primadona muna ako, inasar ko yong land lord dito lol. Then I was already asleep by 8 (Hoping na lalaki *BIG NOT BOY LOL* pa ako?) and my phone rang again at 10PM… Bakit 10PM? Ganyan ba ang free minutes nyo? Ano yan Central time? Mga daotera!!! Kung ayaw nyo matulog - magpatulog kayo! Hehehe… Lesson learned - I-OFF ang phone kapag gusto mo magpahinga. *BOW*
Iba na talaga siguro kapag nagkaka-edad ka, madali ka nang mahapo bwahahahaha… *Aray ko! Syet.* Kaya eto gising na gising na naman ang diwa ni Diwata, pa morningan na naman to… I hope not. I just want to catch up with sleep… Really. Kasi simula ata ng ipinanganak ako eh wala akong nakuhang matinong tulog kaya ayan I was - Kasing liit ni Mahal at Mura GrrrrrRRrrRRrrrr… [I was hoping to have a few more inches sa height lol. I am 5′3 I want to be 5′9 pangarap ko kasing maging mowdel eh. Lol.]
Ekkkkk, para on topic tayo - eto,
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I feel so aaaaawwwwful today… I was so down under. I even went home early as in 6:05 PM lol, I canceled my activity and as soon as I got home derecho sa sofa at humilata - I feel so consumed, anxious, sad, sorry, low at kung anik anik pang ka-negatibitihan to the maxx. [I was actually very pissed, earlier today. Tao lang ako.]
…I slept for about 45 minutes ng hindi nagpalit, (At times like this, nagiging balahura ako.) I woke up and went to the shower and went straight to bed again, natulog ulit?
Then around 10 my phone rang…
“Yes, I cried - I cried the tear. You wiped it dry. I was confused. You cleared my mind. I sold my soul. You bought it back for me. And held me up and gave me dignity… Ekkkkk, until I feel asleep.”
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WARNING: This article is not for the weak of heart.
Isn’t it surprising when you know you always close the lights whenever you leave and by the time you get home it’s turned on? (It doesn’t have a timer, mind you.) I tell you I have experienced such things when I was still living with my amo mam chuvachienes doon sa Chateau chuvachienes.
There also came a time when me and my ex-mam was down stairs and all of a sudden we heard a loud bang, it came from the loft. There was no windows on the loft, the filling cabinet just fell from where it’s standing hahaha flat po yon paa noon, papel lang ang mga nakapatong sa ibabaw. (Ang amo ko sabi wala naman daw ganung energy sa bahay nya, simula lang ng dumating ako. AKO? AKO pa ba ang sinisi? Hahaha…)
Remember when Chuva went to Germany for a month? I was left all alone at the house with Jake na mas takot pa sa akin na hindi man lang ako kayang ipagtangol lol. (It was me and Jake and an unknown entity…)
I set up the cam while I was sleeping… And there I found out more… May sumisitsit? The windows are closed. As in may nagsasabi ng ng PSSSTTT - PSSTTT… Hmmm, ano ako aso? Sitsitn ba?
It never occurred to me that I will be able to see something happening while I was sleeping… Caught on cam.
Again I am warning you. Don’t click if you have a weak heart…
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