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These days I am not myself. I just keep forgetting things, as in! (There was even a time that I am looking for my sunglasses so bad…  And it happen that I looked at myself in the mirror - and that’s the only time that I discovered that it’s in my head. Hahaha… *As in naloloka-loka na ako kakahanap!* Kung ahas sya natuka na ako.) I am getting worried, really! Kasi baka mamaya puday ko naman ma-misplace ko!!! *Kakahiya, it’s cobwebby.*

Today my friend up north came to visit me, I was looking for my wallet - Guess what? I couldn’t find it. Binaliktad ko na bag ko at kama ko pero hindi ko pa din makita waaaaa. *Iyak* Paano ba naman - my I.D was there, my credit cards, my debit card, my social - footah buhay ko andoon! *I am worried, cause my pin on my debit is my DOB. Eh paano kung so smart ang nakakuha diba?* Why my dob? Well, simply because I am really getting forgetful noh. Kaya nga buong kabaranGHEY ko alam ang password ko kasi nga ‘just in case na makalimutan ko diba? May mapagtatanungan ako!’ Hahaha - ANLALA!!! (TRUE!)

Last night I was with Doreen, I called her earlier just to ask, if she happens to see my wallet. But she said she didn’t. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *Iyak-iyak!!!* ~~~ After 3 hours, she called me at tinalakan ako ng BONGGANG-BONGA… Asa kanya pala. Yon na nga kung di dumating ang kebigan ko, hindi ko malalaman na nawawalan na pala ako ng kabuhayan. Grrrrrr…

Things that happened to me in the past, like 15 years ago - I remember, crystal clear.  But things that happened recently, like errrr yesterday or the other day - I can’t seem to remember those.

I am afraid… I am scared… I anxious…

Lalo na kung etong mukang to ang makikita ko BWAHAHAHA - But for reals, it’s quite scaring me. Paano kung early symptoms ito ng Alzheimers?

Just like this conversation:

Holiday sa Pinas sa 21 at 31, wheeee!!!

Me: *Muntik ko pa kamong awayin.* For no reasons I said, huh? [Clueless…] there is no 31 in February noh. Leap year ba ngayon? I know I am aware it is August (Just earlier that afternoon,  before this conversation. I saw it in my desk it’s August.) But for no reason noong sinabi sa akin yan I thought it was February. I am lost! Waaaaaaaa!!!

Kelangan ko na ba ng Aricept? Oh my gawd - wag naman sana, bata pa ako, para ma dementia! Or maybe, I just have alot of things on my mind as of the moment, masyadong overwhelmed ang lola??? *Indenial?* O burara lang ako?

But one things for sure I keep forgetting to forget you, DEMI… Tsk, too bad!!! *Footah, mas malala to!*

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