Diwatang Byaning

I am back for another tale tell of Tell it to my heart (aray ko!)

What you are about to read is about Alfie’s story. Thanks Alfie for the continued support of tell it to my heart (aray ko!) I/heart will get back to you in a later time, we need sometime to analyze your story. Again salamat ng marami!

This is for you Alfie…


dear diwatangbyaning,first of all i wanted to thank you for finding time to read my letter.

just call me alfie. on my early 30’s, confident, charming and stylish that’s what most people tell me.

all i can say is that, letting go of someone is very hard and accepting the consequences of your mistakes is even more painful.

my story began when i was still in college. with my busy college life i have managed to have 2 girlfriends at a time which lasted for years. i had a long time girlfriend at that time which i know in my heart i truly love and at the same time i’ve had a love affair with one of my block mates. which later on i have found myself fallen deeply in-love on the latter. let’s just fondly call her ms.libra of bay area which i still love up to this day. years may have passed but my love for her did not fade away.

i have kept it a secret as much as possible but as the saying goes there’s no secret you cannot hide. to cut the long story short ms.libra have found out that she’s not the only woman in my life. nakipagbreak po sya agad sa akin ng kanyang malaman na hindi man lang naririnig ang side ko. nagpakumbaba ako pero hindi nya ako talaga kinakausap o nilalabas man lang sa kanilang bahay. pinagpatuloy ko ang aking panunuyo sa kanya ng mahigit 5 taon, naputol lamang ito ng ako’y mangibayong dagat na pero alam ko sa aking sarili na sya ang aking mahal at aking the one.

maraming taon at mangilan-ngilang babae ang dumaan sa buhay ko at sa twina ay naaalala ko ang aming sumpaan ni ms.libra noong kami’y magkasintahan pa lamang na pag after 5 years at kami’y kapwa walang asawa ay kami talaga. at sa di inaasahang pangyayari muling nag-krus ang landas namin ni ms.libra sa friendster. hindi nagbago ang itsura nya, dalaga pa din sya at higit sa lahat ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya ay ganun pa din, kahit na matagal kaming hindi nagkakita o nagkausap.

alam ko sa aking sarili na malaki ang kanyang galit sa akin hanggang ngayon. tulungan mo po ako, ano bang aking dapat gawin? dapat bang ipagpatuloy ko pa ang aking nararamdaman at kahibangan?

sincerly yours,
alfie

To be continued…

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