I have alot of self-esteem, which is amazing. Cause I am probably somebody who wouldn't necessarily have alot of self-esteem... As I am considered a Minority.
If you are a woman, a person of color, gay/lesbian/bisexual/trans-gender, a person of size, a person of intelligence, a person of integrity... Then you are considered a Minority in this world.
My dreams into reality — slogan doon sa isang spa sa tapat ng aming favrica… Hmmm binibnili nga nila tong photo na to, kaya lang daw may konting problema, magaspang daw masyado yong kamay ng mowdel! Para daw kamay ng magsasaka - di uubra. Sayang!
I’ve been in hell for almost errrr 10 months ata, (vacations, day offs, rendezvous not counted lol.) parang sangol na di mailabas-labas sa sinapupunuan ampotah ganun katagal overdue na. Sabi ko nga yong bahay ko noon parang nasa Jalalabad/Chechnya/Iran/North Korea/Peshawar/Impiyerno sabay ikot sa purgatoryo sabay balik ulit ng Jalalabad/Chechnya/Iran/North Korea/Peshawar ugh… Everyday in that span of 10 months hmmm exxag siguro hmmm 8 months sige na nga! I’ve been losing 10 lbs of ego/5 kilos of self-esteem/10 tons of confidence everyday. Trulala!!! Syet.
Home, home, home, oh home! Wheeeeeeeee - psshhht… Priceless! *You really get what you pay for, kaya kung hindi ka nagbabayad ng renta — sigaw ang abot mo bwahahaha! For reals…*
Naalala ko noon, kung saan-saan ako natutulog. Ganun kung saan na lang dapuan ng antok. Minsan sa upuan sa mall (Napagod kakalakad? O walang pang shopping?) sa lobby ng Bally not so total fitness at kung saan-saan pa! But now I can say - loud and froud Am here, Am queer get use to it! that I found home, I am much more happier and at peace - I feel hole again…
Others may prefer their home to have a dash of Balinese or Japanese eklachuchu in it… I prefer mine, Filipiniana! Sariling atin… Of course, love your own!
So imperfect? Ganun? *Huh, who me? Tingin sa kanan, tingin sa kaliwa, much better — tingin sa salamin. Acccckkkkkkkk, syet hu is u?, Bakit ngayon ka lang? Ang gandang nilalang! Perfect! Hehehe.*
Ugh, a beer simply won’t do it - I had a really-really-really rough day! (Sakit sa ulo!) But it’s all good now — aalis na ako dito sa tarbahu pagpitada ng ala seis!, which is now na!!! Hmmm cranberry vodka greygoose *Hahaha, kala mo tumador eh?*
Ano yon bulate, bakterya, mikrobyo? Ackkk - Today as I wake up sa mala motmot kong room [Kasi ang aking windows may shutter, sosyal? Parang feeling ko nga nasa Anito ako eh. Mapa-umaga/gabi sa akin gabi lagi shhheet!] Ang putla ko na nga, di nasisikatan ng araw?
So anyways para on topic! Nagising ang lola na in peace (yong wala akong inintindi na kasama.) — and wala lang, I am sooooooo soooooooo sooooo thankful! Na tahimik eklachuchu na yung buhay ko, yong ganun ba? For 8 months grabe just picture this - daig ko pa ang pumunta sa Kosovo/Albania/Jalalabad/Chechnya sabay umikot sa imperno ugh at sabay bumalik ulit sa Kosovo/Albania/Jalalabad/Chechnya sabay side trip sa North Korea bwahaha, just imagine kung paano at gaano yan…
Finally I have move in last night sa bagong tirahan (Bat cave it is, kasi ako si Batman? Hmmm… Ekk not!) ko. It was good - I was a little bit buzzed, kasi naman tinunga ko yong isang boteng sparkling wine magisa ko, at bakit hindi diba? Kasi hindi ko na maipisok ang cork! Kesa naman masayang diva?
I had a very goodnight sleep, as always — Hahaha, di nyo na itatanong… Nakakatulog ako kung saan-saan. Kung saan dapuan ng antok, yong ganun ba. (Literally. Not so Kimmy Dura!)
I woke up late - paano ba naman wala akong makitang liwanag, bat cave nga diba? I was like Speedy Gonzales kanina noong paggising ko? Wala nang inat-inat, haripas agad ng takbo sa bathroom ang ateng - I thought I was late, advance lang pala ang relo ko, and when I found that out tapos na ang lahat… *Sayang!, Sabay snap ng fingers.*
Funny thing is sa sobrang pagmamadali ko, I didn’t even know that the toothbrush that I used was not mine, pota magkamuka at magkakulay kasi no? I only knew that, by the time I got into my bat cave, shet! Kadiiiiire!!! Although, nag gargol nanaman ng Zonrox at Amonia kaya okay na lol, fudgeeeee - feel na feel ko pa naman ang pag brush ko kanina it was a good 5 minutes noh hahaha… *Sana lang wala silang herpes sa bibig, kung kanino man sa 15 kong room mates lol.*
I was at the gym today when I discovered na R.I.P na ang mp3 ko. I turned it on and there I saw the apple image light up then after that it was all black… Wala na sya, ganun lang yon. [As soon as I stepped in the house, I checked it again — baka kulang lang sa charge lol, it’s not… Well. *Sigh*]
FACTS:
Flea's can jump 130 times higher than their own height. In human terms this is equal to a 6ft. person jumping 780 ft. into the air.
STATISTICS:
We use over 80,000,000,000 aluminum pop cans every year.
OF THE MOMENT: ANYWAY
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